weekend story :)

okeh smlm i pergi tgk movie with en.yayas yg comel lagi mengada tu,haha pelik an?dating2 buleh plak g tgk cite mengarut ni,haha sebenarnya xnk tgk wayang pun niat di hati just cuma jln2 je tp mklum la i ni tetiba rasa nk tgk wyang,so,kami pun tgk jela wayang,nsb baik book tiket awal2 kn?klau x jenuh nk beratur pjg2,huhu,cerita ni best jgk sbb dye fantasi,n i pun suka fantasi,dye pun suka,so kenalh kami brdua tgk cite ni,x sia2 la bayar duit tiket kn?haha so today was happy time,kuar ngn dye n jmpe gf i kejap,hehe lame x rasa mcm ni,,i pnya cuti sem ni,bermanfaat la jgk,even kuar weekend je,huhu so untk korang yg x tgk lgi,sila la pergi tgk brdekatan pawagam di rumah anda,haha :)

ps: You make me so insanely happy today..

lots Of loVe ~ara~

move on ara...

okeh seperti yg anda semua thu i already end my relationship with him,ya dgn dye siapa lah lgi kn,yg dulu tu,huhu i thought he will gonna be my last tp x jgk,maybe hanya tuhan saje yg thu sapa yg lebih layak kn?ya i learn so many things bila dh jd mcm ni,i pun xthu la why jd mcm ni,tp kita sbnarnya x buleh nk letakkn kesalahan kt org lain,kena jgk tgk kt diri kita.okeh admit memang kesalahan kt i sbnarnya tp bila di fikirkn balik,xpela mgkin kteorg smpai sini je,kn?mgkin kteorg better jd kwn sahaja,xpe klau x kena kita xthu kn?huhu i already talk about this to my mom and dye ckp xpela dik,muda lgi byk lgi bnda nk kena buat just lepas ni xpyh la nk duk pk bnda karot ni,x mendtgkn apa2 pun..ya susah sgt nk lupa tp i kena move on jgk,like i say before it's not easy to put someone in my heart,dye dh msuk dan dh miliki pun tp sayangnya hnya brthan untk 5 bulan je,biarlah i terima seadanya.mgkin ini yg trbaik untk kami brdua,masa dye ngn i pun dye byk susah dan byk masalah so i rasa maybe it's time to let him go..it's time ara..susah tp hmm biarlah..tuhan shaja yg thu,xpe terima belajar hakikat yang dunia ni x semuanya indah..so i nk ckp thanks kepada kwn2 i yg byk sgt support i,lagi2 yayas,kak iela,hashim dan mr.ma.diorg byk jgk motivate kt diri i,ya thanks a lot sayang2 ku,sbb byk sgt tlg,muaxh muaxh..love u all..

note for him:i xthu npe kita jd mcm ni,i thought u maybe be a last person to me,but now..hmm xpe mgkin tuhan lebih thu,i hanya umatNya yg hanya mengikut dan menerima takdir dariNya,baby,did u know,i miss u so much,lama x dgr suara u,lama x mengila ngn u,haha i miss u a lot,tp apakn daya kita dh xde apa2 relationship dh kn?just a friend je skg,i ingt lgi u pernah ckp kt i,i lebih happy n bahagia di samping kwn2 i,kn?so arinie allah dah makbulkn apa yg u ckp,trnyata betol.i lebih bahagia dgn kwn2 i,now u happy la k dgn kehidupan u,u dh x perlukn i dh,mcm u ckp,u hanya nk kwn n now kita jd kwn dh pun,i doakn u habiskn blaja u,jgn risau masa u graduate nanti i akn dtg,janji msti di tepati,even kte x smpai setahun tp byk sgt kenangan yg kita ukir,it's so wonderful..thanks untk segala2nya,insyaallah i will be a better person.amin..kasih sayang yg u berikn sgt berharga dan sgt mahal,terima kasih atas sgalanya ahmad izzat saddam..awk akn dirindui...dan terima kasih allah sebab memberi hambaMu ini kekuatan untk mengharungi dugaan yg engkau berikan.. :)

ps:Sometimes you have to let go of someone you love even though it hurts..

lots Of loVe ~ara~

permulaan yg baik...

okeh today was an awesome day..hahaha i xthu nk buat apa,so decide with my mom,g beli buku..hahaha pakai voucher kn,mmg best r cite dye..i dh lama sebenarnya mengidam nk baca novel dari semalam lgi cari n then jmpe jgk dkt mph,so agak excited jgk la sbb dpt beli novel baru,pasni cuti sem buleh r habiskn masa dgn membaca,hehe..okeh nk cerita skit psl smlm,smlm i hangout with my buddy mr.yayas yeah si kepala gler,mula2 nk hangout ramai2 last2 semua x jadi sbb ade hal,so kteorg pun hangout la brdua.dh mcm lover couple dh,haha dgn layan karenah dye,perghh kesbrn jela..kteorg xthu nk buat apa so decide tgk la wayang,cite jack and the giant slayer,huhu mmg awesome r cite tu,korang semua kena tgk,.lepas abis wayang kteorg pun jln2 n pergi mkn,almost 1 day jgk kteorg spend time masa brsama cewah (cm couples dh)haha i pun skg dlm keadaan yg x berapa okeh dgn kejadian2 yg brlaku,dgn hmm xnk la ckp kn,xpela perkara dh trjadi pun,so right now i just need to be strong,thanks mr.yayas sbb sudi spend time n dgr luahan hati i,siap pujuk i lgi tu,hehe thanks a lot my buddy.. so that's all..bye peps :)

ps: Be strong now because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever

lots Of loVe ~ara~