i miss the old time

suddenly I miss all these events,but I know time will not be rotating back,I miss all of u..I hope we will have time for us to laugh again .. and make a memory ..

 

ALLAH,titip sahabatku yg pling ku syg,Cubit aja pipinya klau dia nakal,Tuntunlah dia ke jln yg benar tapi jgn biarkn air mata jatuh dipipinya yg manis itu ya

kerana sbhgian semangatku ada di dirinya...:)

ok,i currently tired with people right now..people around me!always be a busy body n always bring me down!please go away from my life,i never disturb u.please la don't be like a childish!!!!!!

ps:There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. Think about that before you judge someone!!!!!!!

am i bad girl??

am i bad girl?am i so evil to u?am i?YES!!i'am,i sgt kejam kn?ya trsgt la kejam,i xthu nk describe mcm ne tp i ni mmg kejam kn?ya i dh kejam kt u sgt kejam!!!!what should i do??should i??should i?please thinking!! ok fine,i will make a decision..tonight i currently leave him...thankiu..n to him.its nothing more that i can do.

just only says sorrry...:(

ps:I wish I was brave enough to tell u how I really feel.

secret of beauty

ok ramai yg tnya i,ape yg i tepek kt mata i smpai jd mcm ni?hahaha.actually i bkn xnk share tp disbbkn ramai wt permintaan,so i pun share la.sebelum u nk mula u msti kena pkai foundation dulu sbb bile kte pkai foundation tu kulit kte nmpk sekata tp u all kena pndai pilih foundation ok?takot nanti salah pilih terus hancur kulit,ok lepas dah ade foundation tu,dh sapu smpai sekata semua,buleh la dimulakn dgn eyeliner,but sblum nk sapu eyeliner tu u kena tgk jenis mcm mane eyeliner tu,mcm i pkai ni i pkai yg pensil punya yg jenis ni.HyperSharp Liner dari maybelline,sbb i nk ade bentuk ekor kt blakng tu,kalau pkai gel pnya i xsure buleh jd ke x bentuk ekor tu but u can try.ok?lepas dh ade ekor tu,i pkai gel pnya pulak nk nmpk tebal,yg jenis gel ni i pkai yg ni pnya maybelline gel eyeliner,setengah org xske tebal2 so kalau u pkai pndai2 la adjust ok?last skali i pkai maskara Magnum Volum Express Waterprof.so,i'm done,hehe,hope u all try ok?thanks,and kt sini ade gmbr2 barang yg u leh tgk n cuba..i think that's all for today..thankiu..

FOUNDATION :M.A.C Hyper Real Spf 15

HyperSharpLiner Maybelline

Maybelline Gel Eyeliner

Magnum Volum Express Waterprof  Maybelline

gone...

ok,kali ni i buat entry khas untuk seseorg..seseorg yg pnh ade n pnh menjadi kwn yg sgt baik dlm idup i.actually i xnk un story psl dye but i dh jnji ngn dye yg i nk tulis entry ni untk dye,so i kena la tepati janji kan? ok,dude to be honest i mmg sayang kt u sbb u seorg abg n kwn yg sgt baik.u suke dgr i bebel kn?bak kata u i bebel ni comel.hahah...kelakar je,pdahal xcomel un.i suke ckp ngn u sbb u memberi i kata2 yg buleh buat otak i ni terbuka luas.stiap perkataan yg u kuarkn tu mmbuatkn otak i ni brfungsi.huhu..but now semuanya dh xde,kan?sedeh x?hmm.ntah r,xthu nk asa ape.sedeh?xde kot,nk nges un xguna sbb bnde dh jd kn?dye yg nk so i ikot jela.i know u sgt terasa hati ngn i sbb i x berfikiran trbuka tp mcm u selalu ckp kt i andai kte ade jodoh 1 ari nanti msti kte akn bersatu kn?hmm,seriously i berat nk lepaskn u tp i trpksa jgk wt kptsn..

sorry a lot,hmm..n kte dh jnji xkn contact antara satu same laen kn?kte dh jnji k?hmm,pasni x dela tmpt i nk mengadu lgi.xdela tmpt i nk mintk nasihat yg bernas,ok dh xde dh.anway i syg u sbgai abg i,sgt syg dye tp sygnya hbgan kte xleh pegi jauh sbgai sahabat.hmmm..nk wt mcm ne kn?terima jela dgn seadaanya..kte dh jnji kte nk hormat kptsn dye kn?kte dh janji kn?isk.isk,mgkin ini yg terbaek untk kte bertiga kn?salah seorg msti akn dijadikn korban.n u jd mangsa.xpe,mcm u kata,kdgkala kte kena buat pengorbanan.hmm..last skali u bgi i lagu dari NABIL-DARI JAUH.pergh,mmg menages la kn?isk.isk.sedeh n hati teramat terasa sakit..sgt sakit,seperti dihiris-hiris,dicucuk-cucuk dan di tikam-tikam sehingga darah mengalir tanpa henti..ya,i still smile n laugh but my heart??no one know n should know..only god know..:(

i akn selalu ingt pesan u,be a good girl n jgn lupa tinggalkn solat sbb solat tu buleh mengubat segala duka lara di hati..ye abg,saya akn ingt smpai ble2.terima kasih ats nasihat dan bimbingan yg tlah diberikn selama kte bersahabat..i will always remember your advice..u such a good person n a good brother,thanks for everything...

ps:Sometimes u have to forget who that person was to u, and accept they arent that person anymore

i'm getting busy!!!!

daamm i getting busy with my own work now,,dah x da masa nak layan org sekeliling..aiyo,what happen to me?ampun kpd semua org..huhu.i seriously busy gler ngn keja,mlm je free..huhu...sory a lot babe,no time for u all anymore..

already make a choice...

WOW,arinie sgt pnt la.pnt sbb ape?sbb kemas umah.esk rumah dh nak kena renovate dah..aish.sbr jela.xpe,dugaan..ok,td masa tgh kmas2 rumah tetiba trsedar yg fon mcm berbunyi so pegi la tgk sape yg kol,tgk2 si dia kol,so angkt jela.dye ckp npe x angkt fon?bla..bla..bla.. mcm2 la,n dye nk jawapan dlm this week jgk..hmmmm..snanye mls nk bgi jwapan skg tp dh org tu pksa kan n i pun x suke org  paksa,so i bgtau jela kt dye..after i bgtau tu i xthula ape respons dye sbb i nk cpt time tu my mother already call my name..so trpksa letak fon..i xthula dye ok ke x dgn jawapan i maybe dye ok .hmmm i don't know what should i said. i already give him answer...now decide to him...

god,please give me change to build again our relationship........

ps:Love is like a game of tug - of - war it's so hard to hold on, but for some reason, u just can't let go

think..think..and think...

haiya,itu olang manyak kasi susah sama idup saya,adui ckp cina la pula.haha..kelakar je bunyi. jgn nk try wt hapy sgt la farahbiey..aish..it's ok..angap itu semua dugaan dari tuhan..Is that my fault? ya,sndri yg mencipta kn msalah so sndri la yg kena selesaikn sndri..huhu,sedehkn?bkn sedeh la tp tu pdam muka!haha..(laugh again)huhu..ok..hmm..actually i try the best to solve my problem without him in my life..sad right?tp itu yg i nk..tiada gangguan dari dye or siapa pun..ya,i being thinking all day about us..hmm..what should i do people?please someone give me answer???i think no one can give me answer right?hmm..no one can help me only myself should find the answer.i love him damm much,i can't loss him but in same times other guy came to me..he is just my friends not more but he also love me.what should i do?should i go to him and leave someone that love me a lot??i still have time to think.. whatever is i still love u maybe is my fault....sorry because i already hurt u..give me time ok??take it easy n simple.i need think like a matured girl now....

ps:Leaving is always an option, u just have to make the choice to do it

it's hard to me...

ya..ok sebenarnya xde mood nk update blog tp xthula knp tetiba asa mcm nk taip pulak.haha..gedik gler,ala skali skala kn?huhu,i asa mybe this december bln sedeh i.knp?hmm ntahla,bdk2 lain semua happy sbb dh abis paper spm tp aku?bkn x seronok tp ntahla..ok,i just nk buat 1 knyataan kt sini,dude kalau u bace ni i mintak maaf sgt2 kt u,i x thula i buat ape kt u smpai nk mara2 mcm org gila kt u,msti u pelik kn?ya,mmg pelik tp nk wt mcm ne sbb i pun sndri x thu la knp dgn diri i ni.hmm kwn i ckp i mara kt u maybe sbb i sedeh ngn u. sedeh??why i nk sedeh?i think u know sbb ape.mgkin sbb peristiwa pd 30/11/2011 pukul 1.13am. i think u thu kn?ya,u should know that..hmm i hope u bgi i masa untk i selesaikn masalah i ok?i thu u phm i n pliss jgn paksa i..ok??thanks...ilyso much..

ps:Everybody deserves second chances, but not for the same mistakes

AL-FATIHAH

ok.entry kali ni agak mcm sedeh skit,i pun agak down jgk la dgr kabar berita pasal ni..cantik kn girl yg kt ats ni?name dye Zarith Nadhira Binti Mohamad Zikri  tp org knl dye sbagai rara zikry...i suke tgk dye sbb dye cantik n mempunyai senyuman yg sgt cantik.yg i thu psl dye,dye ni dah lama saket kalau xsilap dari tahun lepas.but smlm 1/12/2011 pada pukul 8.30pm  di Sunway Medical Centre dye dh kembali ke rahmatullah..al-fatihah buat dye.i menages la jgk bile dpt berita yg dye dh meninggal..wlupun x knl dye sgt tp masa dye saket tu,kte buleh tgk la derita dye mcm ne.dari seorang yang hapy bertukar menjadi derita..apa2 pun semoga tuhan tempatkan dye di org2 yg beriman..amin...

when i grow up...

she is damm hot....i love u baby...grrrr.......i think i want my body like her..sexy n spicy baby...

realize it....

i don't care what the hell people talk about me..why?because i think they all jealous about me n they want to be like me...hahaha..annoying right??but i have my own way to be a beautiful girl..don't be jealous with me because god create us with a different size..accept who u are and be yourself..don't always dropping people around u...it's not good...ok??

heartbreak......

 there are many things that i couldn't describe with one word..

i miss u badly my MR.MA...

this things that i wanted to buy..

i love all this things...... 

ya,ok x thu la ape yg x kena pas brday dye..aduai,xphm sungguh la.buleh x sape2 tlg trgkan??msti x buleh kn??aish.brpunca dari sape ni snanye?aish,pening la,dye dh la ngn x sht pastu jd mcm ni pulak,pastu update kt fb mcm tu,tu baru kt fb blum g kt tang text tu..grrr..geram ade,benggang ade,mara ade,sedeh ade n mcm2 la perasaan skg ni..aduai,x thu nk asa ape g...hmmm..biarla..asl dye bhagia....org ni ade ke,xde ke..same je kn?hahaha...gelak plastik..no one  care...so,better ddk umh.bce buku lagi bgus...grrr...biarla,pape pun i miss u a lot,hope get well soon...i love u MA n pliss came back to me,.....<3

01/10/2011

ok smlm adalah hari bhga i,knp?sbb i dpt kejutan dari MY DYDO..hahaha..dye sgt jahat,suke wt kejutan tau,ish..sbr jela..dye bgi i roses lgi,sbb smlm aniversary kteorg.hehehe...*wink2...i asa terharu gler,asa mcm nk nges un ade.hahah..kn?buleh pulak nk nges2 tu..mengade btol..huhuhu.i dpt byk sgt kejutan smlm,uhu...x terkata sgt2...jeng,jeng jeng..hahahhaha....smlm yg dtg umh only peah n eton je,sempat la kteorg bergosip jp..huhuhu..skali skala an bkn selalu kan??huhuu,ok nk ckp pe g??x thu la..i just nk ckp i maybe x on9 untk sementara wktu sbb i nk fokus on my study...hehehe..ok???bye2..

Date:17/09/2011------Time:01:09 am

i cry again..ya,knp perlu nges??hmm.ntah la no kumen..x thu nk ckp mcm ne..tp hari ni mmg hari menages kot,hmmm..pagi2 bute dh menages...serius menages truk gler mlm ni..smpai mate dh bengkak gler..confrm g knduri nanti,mata bengkak..hmm,xpe.buleh cover ngn makeup..what should i do?salah i ke?btol ke salah i?? hmm,i x thu r ape punca sebuah pertengkaran brlaku...salah i ke??ntahla,dye x pnh bgtau ape pun,hmm.. n dye kate dye start saket balek..salah i lgi ke??jahat sgt ke i ni smpai wt org trluka n saket??hmm.. yela, i mmg jahat,kejam n x berhati perut..suke wt org keliling jd saket..ok my mistake..i mmg jahat...x pnh un jd good person..hmmm...skg nk off fon la..hmm...teruskan lah kalau nk wt mcm tu..kalau keadaan x pulih jgk,u go ur way,i go my way..keadaan x kn berubah kalau masing2 dgn EGO!!!!....hmmm...i try to be strong tonight,tp x leh gak..berderai jgk akhirnya..god,please stop my cry...plissss....:(

Her body will be my body...

she super  duper hot!!!!!!i like n love her damm much....pergh...gler r...body dye chantek kot...adui..hehehe..ok i nk kurus mcm dye...buleh??msti la buleh kn?perlu usaha yg byk..hahaha....mcm ne nk kurus kalau asyik mkn je..kn??hahaha..ok,actually i ade ubah skit rutin harian mkn i..nk tahu bnde?kejap lagi i bgtau ok?but i x thu la rutin i ni korang buleh ikot or x,takot korang x larat je..huhuhu..i sndiri masa try un asa mcm nk pengsan..hahahaha.ok ni rutin mkn harian i..

BREAKFAST:
-40g NESTLE FITNESS&FRUIT with 125ml low fat milk or skimmed milk...

LUNCH:
-balance meal....(seelok-eloknya mkn nasi tp jgn la dlm kauntiti yg byk sederhana je ok but pastikan ade sayur)

DINNER:
-40G NESTLE FITNESS&FRUIT WITH 125ml low fat milk,,,,


and jgn lupe bersenam...bersenam dpt mengurangkn lemak dlm bdn kte..so..u all try la ok???i dh cube n i dh lost weight...kalau i buleh buat,u pun buleh buat..selamat mencuba,,,,^_^

Aquarius VS Libra

Aquarius woman wants to make new friends, likes to communicate and is completely a social person. This also applies for a Libra man and thus they will be able to develop long lasting compatibility. They are the kind of people who enjoy good intellectual conversations with others. The good thing about them is that both zodiac signs want to have freedom in their lives and because of it none will face problems of losing their freedom & identity in the relationship.

Aquarius woman will like a Libra man because of his charm and the nature where he has less demands in a relationship. Similarly the traits in an Aquarius woman that will draw a Libra towards her are her creativity & the eagerness in taking initiatives in doing things. But one problem with an Aquarius woman is that they hardly show any commitment in a relation and this can cause problems for a Libra man.

The other personality trait in a Libra man that an Aquarius woman will like is his expressive nature using which he clearly displays his affection for her. Likewise, a Libra will feel drawn towards spontaneous nature of an Aquarius.

Relationship will not face any type of monotony due to the fact that an Aquarius woman has a very adventurous nature and is also quite impulsive. The other factors which show that they will have a good relationship are their free attitude and the characteristics where they do not try to dominate or constrain their zodiac partner

trial smbil raya??best kan??ya sgt best.grrr..i hate it a lot ma..x leh raya puas2 sbb nk trial,aish benci btol!grrr tp ape nk wt dh trtulis so time jela kn??tol x??alaa,,setahun sekali bkn selalu ape daa..berkorban kejap je. hehehe.anyway selamat hari raya kpd semua,hope kalau ade maaf mohon diampunkan ok?haha.ok sblum trlupa anyway guys sory damm a lot trkasar skit kt twitter tu,i buat status tu bkn untk mane2 guy un ok,mybe ape yg korang ckp tu mcm x msuk akal,so x buleh la dibuat nasihat.hahaha..n i x gado dgn boyfie i ok?kteorg ok je,so stop la wt kenyatann yg mengatakn kteorg gado,ok??hahahahaha..anyway G.T.G..  bye2,,

I am me. I am not willing to change for you, or anyone else. Take me as I am, or watch me as I go

saket hati!!!!

okay..tonight i really,really,really in angry!!!argh!!i asa mcm nk jerit kuat2 biar sume org dgr je.. stress gler wey..nk bukak skype skali jd mcm ni..xthu r mslh ape,asa nk je delete skype ni.benci btol r..aduh..sbr jela.. aish...ketensionan btol....

i don't have any things to say..

ok..ari jumaat aritu i pegi brbuka puase with my super duper gf n with my dydo...so far ok la,x de bnde un jd. we had a great time..lepak mcm org giler..huhu..ngn jaja with her obey,omg..so shy la dye pnya bf..hahaha.. mybe dye segan ngn kteorg sume la tu kot.hahaha...hmm,after kteorg g mcd tu mula2 ingt nk anta kwn i sorang but suddenly my dydo call tnye nk x g putrajaya x?so kteorg un g la gerak putrajaya..time tu ujan un renyai2 jela.so lepak jela.balek umh my dydo singgah jp..sempat la gak dye tlg repair my sistar pnya lappy..

huhuhu...mlm tu i dh asa mcm nk demam,kena ujan pnya psl,i ingt i ok but x jgk.pagi tu bgn i asa bdn i sgt hot.pehh,dmm pulak minah ni..nk xnk kena la brthan...seksa gler i asa,.huhu...hmm.tgh deman2 buleh pulak mcm2 bnde sedeh jd..masalah..masalah...time tu pulak,kuar trdgr lagu ni GEISHA-CINTA DAN BENCI,PERPISAHAN INI-1ST EDITION FEAT AIZAT n TRAIN-MARRY ME.pergh..berduyun2 air mata jatuh dgn bdn tgh demam ni, lagu tu sume seribu erti kot..isk,isk..sedeh la jd mcm ni kn?salah sape??salah diri sndiri ke?hmm..npe kte jd mcm ni ek?ari ni pecah rekod 1 ari kte x text n call kn?aduai..ape nk jd?sume berpunca mlm td!!!Argh!!!benci r!!!sedeh r mcm ni.hmmm,ntah r..nk luah kn un x trluah..simpan jela diam2 dlm hati ni...let it go..hope sume akn jd ok...amin..ok la x de mood nk tulis dh.bye2.

ps:Sometimes it sucks being too strong, cos sometimes people think that it is okay to hurt you, over and over again.....

ok,i baru balek dari my aunty home,jmpe ngn baby umaira..she is so cute...geram tgk dye.yela baby kn?msti la geram..ape r..soryy dh lame x update.bkn pe,bz r.x de msa sgt nk un9.kalau un9 un kdg2 je.lgipun skg nk msuk bln puase bkn kn?so before trlmbt i nk ckp SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN YG PENUH DGN KEBERKATAN..hehehe.,taun ni i 1st year smbut puasa with MY DYDO.huhuhu..(teruja jap)hahah..ya sebut psl dye..hmm..nk cite mcm ne ek?x de kot..ntah r..hahahhaa....mls nk cite pape la..nk update blog un asa mcm mls..aduai...ok r..nk tydo.bye2..

hahahha..sumpah nk gelak...i x thu la sape yg bgi comment mcm ni.sumpah dye perasan gler la..sape ni?kwn korang ke?maaf la saya xknl dye..dye pun ntah sape ntah..tetbe nk maki bagai ckp mcm tu..grrr..pdahal status ni x berkaitan skit pun ngn  dye..grrr...ape daa..serupa mcm bdk kecik.nk terasa..asl?kau ade wt salah ke??aduai..serius aku ckp,aku xnk thu psl kau dh la..ok?skit pun xnk.kau x pnting untuk aku pun..ok?so x payah nk sibuk tgk wall aku dh..huhuhu...yela..aku mmg PLASTIK n BAJET HOT tp sekurang2nya aku x TALAM DUA MUKA..kn??even aku x ckup smyg tp aku x de la trus sound org mcm tu je..kan?sound org tnpa asl usul...grrr...u such a bitch!this is for u..tu pun kalo kau phm..

vous le bon type de prostituées, comme eux-mêmes la vente sur la voie de bord!!

ade paham?x paham kn?grrrr..pdam muka!dh r mls nk ckp pape...bye2...




ps:sory entry kali ni mara pulak..

pause.....

ya.....mmg saket hati stiap kali bnde yg sama n sama n sama trjadi..daaa..mcm la aku kesah wey..x heran skit pun la..aish bengang pulak aku ngn kau ni..dulu pnya r kutuk bagai nk rak,skg mmbe pulak?hahahaha..sian kau...org ade bf an?nk wt mcm ne.ok fine..so,kau x ske kt aku??ok fine..aku pun x ske kt kau jgk..ei..dh r mls nk amik thu dh.lantak r...wt r ape kau suke ok??grrrr.....lantak r wey..aku xnk pk dh..

mood in study...

hah!study?ya!!mmg kena study la!dh x de masa nk layan bnde ni sume..sory la..skg ni dh jrang2 un9 r..ok?asa mcm nk pecah pale je..asish..ape nk buat?kena r berkorban kn??ape pun x leh r..so...x thu nk update pe..fb un mcm dh busan la...aish.....ok la..smpai sini je nk update..t,i update g k?tata

she is my idol....

OMGOOSSSHHHHH!!!!so gorgeous!!!!1st impression i tgk gmbr ni adalah....WOW!!!dye sgt chantek... serius i suke kt dye..huhuhu....ya..bdn dye so hot la...huhuu...jeles gler tgk dye ni..ngn rmbt dye,bpak la chantek.x lame g,i akn dpt bdn mcm dye ni...huhuu...lgipun skg x thu la knp berat menjadi2 trun..kwn i kata i amik drugs..hahaha..gler!i xkn amik bnde mcm tu ok...dye trun pun dgn sendiri....mybe sbb i bz ngn life i.so mkn pun mcm alaa kadar je.huhuhu..my mom pun ckp,i mkin tinggi..i asa biase je.huhu..x tinggi la.biase2 je...i jd mcm ni pun its because i nk kejar cita2 i...cita2 ape?trbg ke awan biru..wah..dari kecik g nk jd mcm tu..huhu..but i x thu la dpt ke x.maybe part time after spm i wt keja tu..hahaha..i pun x thu la..but i will make sure it will be come true....~amin~